juzme

2007-03-25T20:31:00.001+08:00

HEY IM GOING TO MOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

http://takethatnow.blogspot.com

TAG MEEEE :D

2007-03-25T19:01:00.000+08:00

okay sucks.

i want to view my blog, edit this thing, do my work, stop getting distracted, realise theres not much time for everything, a break from everything, a good long sleep, no school, no projects, go out and have fun, go for a swim, have a fun pe tomorrow, have a good cca, CHAOS to turn out well, meet up with my friends, and aiya everything.

seriously need sleep. i always get distracted from all the stuffs im doing and end up with zero work done. i dont know why too. seems like 24hrs isnt enough but the fact is im wasting my own time. even when im typing this. okay lah i dont know what im doing. im coughing like mad but im lazy to go to the docs.

this is super random and irritating. so yes bye!

2007-03-21T23:02:00.000+08:00

okay this is seriously weird cos i cant view my blog and i dont know if others can. nevermind maybe i'll change the link when im free and hopefully it'll work. haha.

anyhow i was late fore school today! this really irritating short-tongued pe teacher caught the whole group of late comers and lectured for super long. even scolded people idiot for explaining the reasons of being late. weirdo. supposed to run 3 rounds on e tracks but i sneaked away. ahah. anyway im down with fever and what not and yeah i should sleep soon(:

work's really killing me. CHAOS' deadline is so tight and our group has yet to find info on it. wells got to find a way to clear those projs man.

okay im going to sleep now! (:

2007-03-13T13:40:00.000+08:00

okay i can't view my own blog. this is weird but anyhow, this post might not even appear. so say YAY when you see this. haha.

it's the march holidays! worked three days straight from friday to sunday. tiring but at least i can get extra pocket money. holidays are just lame homework weeks to kill us. i've got so much work left undone and i dont know what im doing now, typing this senseless post. haha.

many things have happened and i seriously can't catch up with that. maybe it's really time to think about what i really want and what i should do. i should've long realised it's plain dumb to hold on to what i used to believe. because everything is different now. people er, 'evolved' to possess traits that they used to dislike. behaving in a utterly disgusting manner. not like i should be bothered or i've the right to say. but yeah! it's time to move on and look forward. i'll probably try hard to enjoy this year! though i seriously want 2008 to come fast.

on a random note. i love my mum! funny but i can actually tell her things and chat with her now. kind of feels good than to always keep things away from her, thinking she might just nag. haha. my mum's really cute:D

had a great time with yingsie yesterday! though that starbucks was pretty ulu with unstable toilet knobs. but we sure had much fun. and gosh you gotta thanks me luh. think i've got a tad of fortune-telling-potential. so yeah thank me cos you were probably jumping on your bed crazily. :D

okay i better get my butt off and start doing some work! have fun people! shall update this rotting blog soon (:

2007-02-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

okay high time to update my blog!

to yingsi :
my dear girl! try to relax a little okay? though things kinda seem real sucky but you know you just got to push on. like how you used to tell me! (: you know you cant just turn 30 in a split second. so be strong! give yourself a break and get your engine started again! i believe you can and you know i'll always be here for you girl (: and HUH i know who your superman can be. keep thiinking of that hongkongface and get yourself all spastic again k! cheer up girl you rock :D

okayyyyy. so school's been really normal and nothing exciting has happened. im in a relatively okay mood today thats why im adding this post despite the chem thing i've got to do! haha. oh yeah! i neeeed to thank cheryl! thank for keeping me company all these time. yeah. realised you're a very nice girl and can be crazy at times too! i know your erm starfish! starfish right? haha. cant remember which creature you named. ahha. anyway yeah thanks alot :D

ohh on a random note. soccer can be quite fun i think. though i used to think it was silly for guys to be crazy over it all the time. haha. ohweells. and we had napfa mock test today! the run was pretty okay(: though not like a superb timing but i improved alot from last year. so yeah im happy with it already. haha.

okay shall psycho myself : lookforwardtoschool lookforwardtoschool.............

haha. thats lame. okay shall stop here!! :D

YINGSIE YOU BETTER SMILE A TEENY WEENY BIT WHEN YOU SEE THIS OKAY! CHEER UP !!

2007-02-15T20:48:00.000+08:00

vday's just over and cny is coming. gosh im not really into the festive mood but it seems all the same. this'll be really short! still got my AQ still rush. haha. okay so i shall just stop here. this is crap and you've wasted a minute of your life reading this. haha. take care all.

and while you're having your high..

2007-02-09T23:26:00.000+08:00

gosh i hate migraines.
and i might just kill myself with panadol. haha.

2007-01-31T23:12:00.000+08:00

it's funny how fate plays on people. maybe that's just a convenient way of saying 'your life sucks. terribly and horribly'. never be too comfortable with what you're having because you wont know when it's going to take a turn and fall right to the lowest point. and it seems like you're gonna be stucked there for eternity. true that things will never stay that way forever. but at that moment it's almost impossible to see that anything good may happen.

if this is not enough, what is.

2007-01-28T21:06:00.000+08:00

replying my tags :D

[roti] whatever you bigger one. haha.
[wenyi] heyyy! take care too. :D
[angel] hello! thanks uh you're a nice angel. haha.
[oddball] helllo kenrick!
[yingsie] you're so crazy lah. now it's a hongkong triple sunshine face. ahha.
[manda] who says :D tsk we should go out again!
[da] hellllo? how's schooool?
[tab] hey dar. yeah i'll :D thanks k!

my blog's rotting! lessons are starting to pick up speed though im still kind of lost and dont know what im doing. anywayyy. i would be working during most weekends at downtown east. the same place except for being a party coordinator this time. kind of fun i must say. with the kids and all :D but screaming and trying to get their attention is another thing. and i love cutting up the birthday cakes!

sometimes i miss ahs so much i wouldnt mind taking Os and not getting into vjc after all. okay whatever. haha.

tsk if only we can fast forward our life a little. welllls (:

2007-01-18T18:24:00.000+08:00

only naivety led me to believe in you. your beautifully compiled lies.

but now i see. it just makes me feel silly.

and you're disgusting.

2007-01-10T17:11:00.000+08:00

when things become hard to take, just pause and take a break. can't expect the whole world to understand and show empathy.

what's gonna keep me going.

2007-01-08T21:29:00.000+08:00

hoho. my mum had a hard time waking me up this morning so she left the house for shopping without me. but met her at about 2 to walk around. tsk i know i woke up uber late in the end. throat's still a abit sore and all. felt so rushed shopping with my mum cos she had to reach home earlier to prepare dinner. bet she never gets to spend the whole day shopping with all the housework waiting for her. okay time to do some reflection. hahaha.

went gym with elisa in the evening. think we spent quite some time in there cos the gym was like empty by the time we decide to leave. haha. bad choice to go gym today cos im feeling all wobbly now. but it felt good to like work out and all (:

school tomorrow! shall sleep early tonight (:

2007-01-07T21:44:00.000+08:00

school has started but we aren't having lessons yet (: that's a good thing i guess. haha.

went to sunrice on thursday. was some cooking class and rachel went crazy over that thai chef. :D it was pretty fun and we had a really nice lunch. GSE on friday was pretty okay too.

watched night at the museum with yingsi on yesterday. thought the movie was kinda nice. kept us laughing through the whole show. with the dumbdumb who wants gumgum. :D was really nice being with this retard. thanks girl (:

ah and im down with a flu. think i used like 1/4 of the toilet roll at elisa's house today. haha. nice time to fall sick cos there's no school tomorrow. haha. and if you're reading this girl you better get back to your cheena compo :D

shall update soon (: have fun people with the new year.

start believing.

2007-01-01T15:53:00.000+08:00

im amused.

speak for yourself.

2006-12-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

im feeling random again.

vicky said 'the grass is greener on the other side' today at work. tsk. reminds me of the slogan they used for vip advertisement.

and wells. the earth doesnt stop spinning, the sun doesnt stop rising/setting (though we know it really doesnt literally rise/set.haha), the rain doesnt go away just for you. and people do move on. maybe things arent that bad at all. and there's always a flipside, just how we perceive it.

okay i typed a chunk but deleted it. cos it's uber random. haha.

will update again soon. :D

2006-12-26T22:14:00.000+08:00

rainy days are nice! haha. im being random! i hope the rainy season doesnt go away soon.

and it's crazy how me and yingsie psycho each other. haha.

2006-12-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

i wish there's only 2hours a day. and that days can pass like super fast.

dreams are things that make people feel cheated. it feels so real at that point when you're happily in bed, picturing those random but sometimes beautiful scenes. but once you wake up and realise it's nothing but a silly dream. you reminisce and hope for it to be a reality. ohwells. dreaming can be such a torturing thing ey.

christmas is coming and there're decorations everywhere you go. pretty but it doesnt appeal to me at all. haha. perphaps it's just me being cynical about everything. anyhow, have fun during this period of time people! im sure everybody will. i guess..

well. shall just stop here or this post is going to be yet another eeky one. haha.

or is it just me. me alone.

2006-12-17T21:12:00.000+08:00

everyone's commenting on the holidays ending and what a dread it is to go back to school. while here i am hoping that the term will start soon.

i want to be busy and occupied with all sorts of stuffs.

call me weird.

2006-12-16T00:39:00.000+08:00

shall reply my tags today(:

glowbubble: vickeeee. you're off to taiwan alr): have fun k. shall see you soon when you return!

ruth: hey yeah. thanks uh. advertising for you blog. tsk. i will anyway(:

tabitha: hey dar. okay.. maybe not. haha..

sock: thanks for being there for me. listening to me whine and all. haha. ad for your spastic popiah thing uh! tsk bet you ate alot. so fat. tsktsk! anyway i love you girl (:

yingsie: my retard(: i really appreciate you and sock's company really. dont know what to do without you guys. i will girl(: thanks so much! i love you too!!

rae: haha. yups! we're like psycho-ing each other. haha. i want to see your spiky hairstyle! love you honey!!

oddball: sister!! im fine ((:

chenyin: yeah! you looked so tired. take care ey.

thats all(:

move on.

2006-12-14T11:36:00.000+08:00

some say it's totally fine. move on and things will be great and all. but to me, i don't think it's such an easy task to say let go and i'll be fine. cos deep down i know i still feel empty. what i've been doing is merely to numb myself, to take my mind off those torturing thoughts. im not facing it.. i can't. but i know there's only one thing to do, that is to try. and i know no one can help me in this. they can only provide comforting words and yes it does help. but wells. perphaps im those who hold on to things and takes a great deal to actually tell myself it's time to let it go. it's hard. it really is. and i don't know if anyone knows how i'm feeling. im not a brave person after all. because i've lost my pillar of strength/support. i don't know who i can fall back on and feel all so safe again.

once again. i've just got to try harder and psycho myself every minute. sorry im being such an irritant even on my blog. whining all the way. but i can't help it. thoughts just flow and my fingers tap all the way.

i had a beautiful dream last night. it was a scene that i yearn for most now. im going to work hard in every way to show that i want it bad. but currently i guess it's a period to chill and reflect on everything. and i've got to remind myself that im standing at a different position right now. i no longer have to right to want anything. u'll have to knock that fact into my head.

i know i've got to do it. i'll plan for each day, making sure i've got something to do every second(: so that i wont be all so crazy again. haha.

when the time is right.

2006-12-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

im such a loser.

i shouldnt let my emotions get the better of me. but like always, it's easier said than done. nobody taught me how to handle this and seriously i dont even know if im doing the right thing. i've got to get myself going once more, just like how i used to be. except with a goal/reason this time. i know i want something but still, uncertainty sets in. no one knows what'll happen and if anything mentioned will come true. but i really wish for the better.

and maybe i should be thankful instead because im given a chance to learn and own so many wonderful things. it'll always stay with me no matter when and where. because there're traces of it everywhere. and i guess not many people are lucky enough to be able to experience that(:

i'll let time do the job this once. cos im completely a loser in helping myself. it's a tough time and my mind just wouldnt let me rest. im so afraid of being alone. sigh. so contradicting. im supposed to be positive about it uh. and guess after that, i'll just try my best again. and respect whatever decision that is made.

i'll end off here. hopefully i'll be better.

i'll wait.

2006-12-11T01:47:00.000+08:00

hell i dont think i can sleep tonight.

i've got so many questions in my mind.
but zero courage to get them out.
sigh.

im listening to this song by Jimmy Bondoc over and over again. sad song. but its nice(:

"Let Me Be The One"

Somebody told me you were leavin
I didn't know
Somebody told me you're unhappy
But it doesn't show
Somebody told me that you don't want me no more
So you're walkin out the door
Nobody told me you've been cryin
Every night
Nobody told me you'd been dyin
But didn't want to fight
Nobody told me that you fell out of love from me
So I'm settin you free

Let me be the one to break it up
So you won't have to make excuses
We don't need to find a set up where
Someone wins and someone loses
We just have to say our love was true
But has now become a lie
So I'm tellin you I love you one last time
And goodbye
Somebody told me you still loved me
Don't know why
Nobody told me that you only
Needed time to fly
Somebody told me that you want to come back when
Our love is real again

Just turn around and walk away
You don't have to live like this
But if you love me still then stay
Don't keep me waiting for that final kiss
We can work together through this test
Or we can work through it apart
I just need to get this off my chest
That you will always have my heart

2006-12-10T23:14:00.000+08:00

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

ahhh. this song keeps ringing in my mind :D thanks vick(esp) and wenyi for singing it over and over again. but its nice! i'll continue to self entertain with this song in my mind! haha. sounds like im some psycho kid.

and im going to malaysia for some one day tour tomorrow! dont know where though. hope it'll be fun! and i'll take pictures:D haha.

alrightttttttt. shall stop here. tata.

2006-12-09T00:43:00.000+08:00

(: im so glad things are okay.

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((: explains it all:D

loves(:

2006-12-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

i dont know why things turned out to be this way.again and again,it must be very tiring for you.i've made promises and i've tried but it seems that sometimes,my temper just overwhelms and i make the same mistake again.i should know that this is a give and take thing and i can't just sit there and hope that everything will be smooth sailing.i hate myself for being like that,not knowing what to do and hoping for yet another chance to be given.i cant blame you for reacting this way cos you've done too much.and me,all i did was to give you problems.you're totally right.while others were there with you,i didnt even bother doing anything or even try to make things easier for you.sigh.i think im losing myself soon.but right now,i guess i dont even have the right to be upset or whatsoever.please be okay.get well soon.i'll stay away.

2006-12-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

just got home from work and im feeling really full from all the satays! haha. OH i stayed back awhile after work to play with the kids. and there was this really cute little boy! he was like crying cos someone stepped on his fingers. and when we walked over to him, he hugged us!! some pampered little kid cos his maid says he always cry. tsk. but ohweeeells. he is really cute lah:D i shall stop myself from turning intoa paedophile. tsk.

i NEEEEEED to go shopping soon!!!!

okay shall reply the tags(:
huiling: hey girl(: yeeeah you crazy woman.
seemui: haha! im taller than you k i dont care. haha. my voice is okay already by the way(:
gary: hahaha. so spastic :D im replying now!
sock: HAROOOOO! luckily you're not singing the breakfast song anymore. hahaha.
wenyi: TSK jianded girl. hope our plan wont fail(:
weyjian: heeello lurbsperson. this is so gay. just like YOU!! haha. take care too(:
oddball: why would i LOVE pasir ris!! haha. you came to downtown east meh??
lemuel: HAHA. yeahh. hope your band performance went well (:
tab: DAR! come find me tmr!(:

2006-11-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

HA. i've decided to post a short entry cos my blog is rotting.

seems like everyone is off for holidays! rachel and jayne are both in japan.ruth's in malaysia now. and bet the rest are in some parts of the world! i miss taking the plane and trying to balance myself all the way to the toilet. haha. ohweeeeellls. i should probably start on my cheena homework soon. dont want to do last minute work on the final week:D so hardworking ey. haha!

and im collecting my pay next tomorrow! its been so logn since i've gotten myself something. shall wait for that rae and ruth to return so that we can all go shopping together! haha. the weather's freeeeezing. and i think i should stop here! :D

i love my retard who has a qiao butt (:

2006-11-21T00:16:00.000+08:00

trial and error.

maybe we'll get it right someday.

2006-11-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

HEYYY. i know my blog is rotting and all. i've started working!(: at downtown east. the same old job with ALOT OF KIDS. haha. they're uber cute and i've so much fun playign with them everyday. even the aunties there are so childish. tsktsk. hahaha.

okayyyyy. shall update like soon. tata.

2006-11-14T00:52:00.000+08:00

i hate late nights. but gah i can't sleep ):

ohweeeeells. i hope this holiday would be good.

i miss rachel!! hope you're having fun in india.(if you're reading this). and the rest of the girls probably forgot who the hell poline is. RIGHT? haha. boo.

okay i shall go stone now.

i miss you too(:

2006-11-10T01:20:00.000+08:00

OHMAN I LOVE SHIELDTOX!!

there was this super irritating fly in my room and after attempting to whack it with stacks of newspaper, the determined fly survived. and continued to trespass my property. HAHA. ohwell. it disappeared for a while. but soon i saw it flying all around again. haha. so someone suggested using insecticide!!!

thought it would like die immediately and drop directly on me when i sprayed on it. however, the strong and probably muscular fly took more than ten sprays of shieldtox to finally lie montionless on the ground. WAHA. it was kinda funny to see it fly lower and lower. honestly, i was a lil freaked out cos it made disgusting buzzing sounds while flying! oh whatever I KILLED A FLY!!!!

thats a great achievement okay. and my mum can never tease me about how afraid im of insects cos hey! i killed one!!! wahahhaa. im so happy i cant sleep now!!! ((:

2006-11-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

spastic laughter makes the world go round!! :D

2006-11-06T00:18:00.000+08:00

hey!! it's so shameless to announce this but it was my birthday yesterday! haha.

it was like my best birthday ever! (: haha. started the day with the symposium which was pretty terrible AT FIRST. i was one of the few who didnt have duty together with bernice and jayne. but they kindly left me all alone while they went gallivanting somewhere. poor me called them like a thousand times and still couldnt contact them so i had to bug kenrick all the time. haha. thanks my dear sister who had to assure me that they didnt forget me and they were planning something. haha.

so rachel began by handing me this file with a series of pictures and words. hey that was so sweeeet and i was uber happy with it. thanks RACHELWONGLIMING. haha. she said i was supposed to be upset cos my present was just papers. but seeeee innocent me was so happy and rachel happily said " she gt her cupcakes already ah?" ahhah. yeah and thanks to the rest of the girls esp the NINIs who appeared with muffins instead of cupcakes and candles!! not forgetting that spastic burger king paper hat and my birthday song. thanks girl!! it was really nice((:

haha. the rest of the day was great too(: thanks for the chocolatey meal:D ,the really nice boat trip, for running all the way to get the cake while getting honked by cars, and for everything(: haha. appreciated all the efforts and i was reeeeally happy on that day! haha. love you! (:

haha. and thanks for those who smsed me / wrote me testimonials / wished me online. ahah its really nice you all remembered. YAY. haha. i loved my birthday!!

YAY I LOVE EVERYONE (:

shall reply my tags now!

oddball: yeah char likes yam while you like?? ^^ aha.
bernice: dont be lame you tagged all that. dont malign me okay. stupid girl. haha!
wenmei: haha you and your chocolates!!!
da: hey hello! (:
cryst: heyyyyy. you leh!! catch up soon ey? and your bday is coming!!
cher: hey you take care too see you!!
rae: thanks girl!! you were such a sweeetie pie. haha. LOVES.
nioming: heyyy thanks. and please dont skip your emals okay. dont let me catch you starving yourself!!!

pris: hey thanks (:
wenmei: YEAH im 15. ahhahaha. thanks dear(:
kejun: heyy so suprising to see your name. yes old man. ahha thanks for tagging anyway (:
darren: haha its okay! thanks anyway!
oddball: YO my sister. ahhaha. you then boingboingboing lah. haha
minmin: heyyyy thanks! i'll contact you soon (:
sock: hellllllloooo.
chenyin: HEY RETARD. yes you're forgiven hoped you had fun ey(: seee you!
yingsie: boo. i'll tell you when i know of the time okay. see you in a 2 days time!! miss you(:

2006-11-03T22:24:00.000+08:00

sometimes, being dumb may be kind of a good thing. this way you won't be able to think so much. it's pretty tiring having to listen to those all day long and wondering if you did the right thing or not. and eventually the stupid conclusion you derive at is that all is your fault. and you can never never ever make things right. oh weeells. i dont know what im saying but well.

oh yesterday wasnt that good besides the fact that me and rachel went shopping. haha. OH rachel reminded me to blog about how we got lost on our way to victoria concert hall. okay here goes. but wait!!! fyi, our feet were both hurting cos of the wrong shoes which left blisters all over. haha. okay we stopped at raffles and tried to figure our way there with those not so helpful road signs. and we ended up at erm fullerton!! not sure if it was there or what but we saw 2 policemen. and at our wits end, rae decided to ask them for directions. they actually looked suprised! okay but we got there in the end. hey policemen arent that unfriendly after all okay. haha!

and raeraewong tried to sing and dance in those heels while we were walking there and she walmost fell down. it was uber funny. but anyway i love you rae!!! i can't imagine how am i going to survive without you. ahahha.

anyway. CHEEEEEER UP NIMING. don't be emo okay. cos it's not good. and please eat cos you're uber uber uber skinny already. haah.

okay i shall stop typing and i dont think anything above makes sense. so sorry people who bothered to read, i've wasted allllllll of your precious time. haha bye.

soooooooooooooooooooooooooo depressing.

2006-11-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

indie venture is finally over! though we didnt get anythign but the project was quite fun? wasn't that bad lah. and YAY it's like holidays. this post is going to be uber random again. but oh weeeells i just want to rant on and on. haha.

rachel's going to INDIA on 12nov. ohman india. i think she's going to die or something cos obviously its a pretty off place for shopping. and all our taitai does is shopping. anywayyyyy im going to miss her uber badly. YES i shall stop boosting your ever increasing ego. haha. anyhow hope rae will have loads of fun drooling at the erm guys there? (:

OH AND CHARMAINE, JAYNE, BERNICE, RUTH ARE SHAMEBIRDS. cos they left me in class all alone today. and ran off as if i'll bite their heads off or something. haha.

hmm i shall find stuffs to do for the long holiday(: not homework definately. haha.

i love today(:

2006-10-30T21:07:00.000+08:00

hmmm. i've a sudden craving for yam pie. yumyum(:

indie venture is so irrrrrritating. we're supposed to be holiday-ing man. ohwelllllls. (:

2006-10-28T21:51:00.000+08:00

replies to tags(:

da: hey take care and mug hard(:

oddball: oh no. you're so going to die for yr bday next yr^^ and yea everything's fine. thanks sista!!

shirley: haha linked you already lah gong!

gary: ((: who says. haha.

steph: heyyyyyyyy. (:

yingsie: haha i know lah!! 7nov rriiiiight? (:

darren: haha. must be too bored from mugging huh. hellloooo(:

jayne: ZOMG. im going to kill you for THAT sabotage. haha. and cos char is a shamebird just like jayne bird((:

tabbb: i wanted to go back! but you all were dismissed early that day. ahah. try to see you soon!

sock: HEYYY. i miss ya!

jianwei: you're rounder lor. UBER ROUND.

raeee: yeah lah you tagged. but i tagged more okay.. go see your blog lah. aaha.

andrea: hey honey!! yeah shall meet up soon ey(: loves.

wenmei n clarice: HELLLOOO(:

2006-10-24T20:58:00.000+08:00

boo! haha.

im really sorry. reaaaaally sorry.

sigh.

2006-10-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

SIGH. if only i can fill this whole page up with SIGHs. but obviously i can't cos there's only THIS space for blog posts(: im being random but i don't care. haha.

sigh im so worried and i feel like im such a bad daughter somehow for making mummy so upset. but ohwells. luckily i've got my sister to help. and of course you(: haha. guess it's just generation gap. weird term to use but i don't know what she's thinking about. nevermind (:

thanks mininini for calling and getting a big shock cos she thought my mum answered the phone. but was my sister. haha. and don't worry so much too okay! im sure things will be find and you won't be sabo-ed. and anyhow, kenny still loves you. WAHA. you better not see this. haha.

a weird time to be blogging but i don't know. i'm not making any sense as usual (: haha. oh but it'll be weird if one day i start to make alot sense:D

shall stop here. bye!

anyway im really sorry cos it'll definately be weird for you. just bear with it okay? and hopefully things will be much better after that. loves(:

2006-10-20T21:16:00.000+08:00

shall reply my tags here so that i wont flood my tag board (:

oddball : haha. please lor im not a cam whore lah. unlike YOU(: i still remember you saying " oh i feeel like taking alot of bimbotic pictures! " SEE.

gary: haha. eew how can you curse my birthday. may all the insects go to you(:

rae: dont be crazy rachel wong li miingmingmingmingming.

wenmei: hey hellllo!! hope you're doign fine(:

jaynee: YO ZAYNEH. ahah. who says lor. i knwo you all cant bear to bully an innocent girl like me riiight. i jut knew it. HAHA. (:

nioming: oiiii. you sound so 'i've got something on my mind' hahahah. anyway cheer up ey(: AND YES I AGREE WITH YOU ABOUT MININI.

char: haha. stop trying to explain lah. i know that was yr sincere confessions. ahahha. ooooh. :D

okay retarded replies. but anywayyyyyyyyyyyy.

yeah we got back all our results today. my heart went on a roller coaster ride together with the girls as we received our scripts. OH well done rachel for bio and ruth/ bernice/ rachel(again) for wonder full SS. ahah not to forget jayne and char for doing well for LANG ARTS! hahaha. my bio was okay. but lang arts and ss were total disasters. ohwellls. (: i shall just be contented and not complain so much. ahah. hopefully my not-so-good CA marks will create a miracle. hahaha.

oh we were supposed to have a full day off today but had to stay back to collect our scripts and clean up the classroom. haha. mrs chan is leaving ): the farewell assembly was pretty nice especially the song that the teachers wrote. me and rachel both thought she looked pretty with those long curly-wurly hair(: haha. hopefully we'll still have all our days off now and then with the new P. (:

i forgot what i wanted to say but anyway rachel wants to see ehr name ten times. therats one already. nine more(: RACHELRACHELRACHELRACHELRACHELRACHELRACHELRACHELRACHEL. shall eb ncie and type a last one RACHEL!! see thats eleven. s you better be nice and stop emo-ing okay. cos i spent like 5 minutes of my life writing about you rachel wong liming. does it sound familiar?^^ tsktsk. and rachel wong!! stop thinking so lowly of yourself okay. where did that big fat ego go too! anyway we all love you(:

okay. shall stop here. another random post(: hahaha. BYE.

2006-10-17T20:38:00.000+08:00

ahh i wanted to blog about this stupid thing but decided not to cos im too tired(: haha.

anyway. i just don't understand why some people have to be so skeptical about everything. giving pointless critism about every single detail without even realising his/her own flaws. why don't stop and think if they do have the right to speak of such things about others! ohwells. im just being randomly disgusted by some people. haha.

OH HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAYNE!! may you have a shameful year ahead and have fun with loads of shamebirds(: nah lah just kidding. hoped you like our 'suprise' for you though it was pretty egg-y. haha. LOVE YOU GIRL(:

got back my maths and physics paper already. kind of satisfied with them but oh chem is going to be terrible. ahha.

im reeeeally sleepy so i shall stop typing. or it'll end up being very random again. haha. anyway to some people in the class, cheeeeeer up!! SMILE(:

2006-10-13T23:06:00.000+08:00

started out with a bad morning today but it slowly became better and better! farewell assembly was kind of nice with all the funny images of the students. oh but its kind of sad as well that mrs chan is leaving. hope the next principal wouldnt be weird or anything of that sort(: haha.

oh anywayyyy. hope char is feeling better and all. hope you understood what we were getting at. and hopefully everything is cleared now ey(:

but i simply can't stand people who gives shitty attitude to innocent people and pretends the world wide world owes you SOMEthing. like oh please. probably you dont realise it but people around you arent you're whatever punching bag. not literally but get what i mean. of course we do agree we were partly at fault. STILLL.. but nevermind the girls aren't so irrational to ignore you forever. and hopefully it doesnt happen again. enough of irritating stuffs(:

the girls went for lunch at some hong kong cafe at cine after that. ohman. i was once again amazed by the amount they ate. esp hmm kenrick. let's see. he ate siewmai, some HUGE condensed milk toast, some of the other's food and a whole plate of noodles. okay shant tease you anymore since you've got enough of it today(: hahaha.

world trade centre was pretty nice. rachel and jayne cried. awwww(: haha. yeah and we had this chit-chatting session at long john after that with rae, char, jayne, kenrick and nioming. haha. it was kind of normal until some cam whore (namely nioming and kenrick) started to take photos. and it became all so spastic as usual. ahhaa.

okay im ranting on and on without making sense and jayne is waiting to see this post so i shall stop now!! haha. byebye.

i'm so glad to have you(:

2006-10-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

heyyy. today's my sister's ROM day! kind of fun but im lazy to blog about it. anyway congrats to my beloved sister and to ME. cos soon i'll get the room all to myself(: i know it sounds mean but thats the fact. haha. but of course i'll miss her like crazy cos there won't be anyone there to quarrel with me:D haha.

oh it was uber sweet when they proclaimed the dont know what thing! and they were so cute when they said 'i do'. haha (:

so sweeeeeet right^^ ahha.

(:

yay i love her(:

ahhhh. the pictures are kinda too big. but i resized them so many times already. haha. ey at least there's half of the pictures there riiight.

anyway. cheeeeer up cos its scary when you get angry. (:

2006-10-11T00:27:00.000+08:00

exams are over!

YAY

and

SIGH.

rachel is right.

2006-09-24T16:28:00.000+08:00

EXAMS IN A WEEK'S TIME!

in the midst of studying and memorising bio. i decided to just post something! (:

haha. i hate pre-exams period. like totally irritating and abnormal. cos you'll be freaked out by the amount you havent studied and the amount the others have done. bla.

okay okay shall get back to work. HAVE FUN MUGGING AND BEING STRESSED OUT :D

2006-09-13T19:12:00.000+08:00

heyyyyyyy. i know i havent updated for like a long time(: my comp broke down but now it's fine again! haha. exams are nearing though, doubt i'll be online much. anyway. mug hard to everyone who is/going to mug! :D

2006-09-03T17:09:00.000+08:00

just a quick update.(: last week was a rather busy week with all those presentations and stuff. but it's all over. and we've only imag left when school reopens(:

kinda lag to blog about thursday but it was teacher's day celebrations. the programmes were quite aumsing i suppose especially the part whn male teachers wore dresses and stuffed whatever thing they could find into their chests. ahha. and me, ruth, bernice and jayne went town after that. ruth finally got her crumpler and left right after that cos of violin. and the rest of us ate alot. probably the first time i had so much food in just one afternoon. its a wonder how the other 3 girls can stuff so much food into their skinny bodies. haha. they were talking about 16-pieces sushi before we even finished our meal. haha. terrible. haha. but it was really fun to be out with them with mass teasing sessions in between(:

yesterday was the family3 thing. not many people came to ur booth and everyone was just playing among themselves all the while. jayne char and me stayed throughout the whole thing. haha. nioming came over to play too! bet he was too bored at the golf booth. realised nioming can be a really nice person to talk to. at times. haha. oh char! cheer up okay? don't think so much about it and we're always here for you girl(: smile:D

alriiiiight. got to go now. hopefully i wont start stoning again or what. haha. bye(:

2006-08-27T19:16:00.000+08:00

im randoming again(:

i just typed this 'why' theory of mine and deleted it cos it was too nonsensical. haha. basically it is just erm. nonsense. haha.

this is bimbotic but eoys are coming soon! i hate it when i see deejee minusing one day off that supposedly-accurate-but-quite-screwed countdown corner of the white board. feels like you're so short of time yet nothing is being done. sighsighsigh.

2 presentations tomorrow and no more bio and LA projs(: hope everything goes well.

and poor ruth has violin exam coming up. see it isnt a bad thing not to be able to play violin and piano. (: haha. good luck cheechee!! (:

okay.... i've got nothing much to talk about now. got to go now. and im lazy to reply the tags:D byebye!

2006-08-18T22:05:00.000+08:00

this week is finally over. a whole week of nonsense. and sorry ben about today.

really glad elisa was there to patiently listen to me just now. felt so much better after all the grumbles. thanks so much girl(: it'll be so terrible without you man. haha. aww touched?? (:

weekends are here! :D

contradicting. tell me how do i believe.

2006-08-14T19:03:00.000+08:00

hey! just to update about this funny thing that happened today:D the girls were playing basketball some obscene stuffs happened. which im pretty reluctant to mention. HAHA:D

and OH. poor bernice fell down as usual and landed like a cheecheongfan (according to JAYNE) at the back of the classroom. the rest of us were laughing like mad although mrlee was in class already. while she sat there and gave us the constipated look which probably means : ouch my butt is flattened!! and please stop laughing at poor meeee(: hahaha. okay im being mean today.

ohweeeellls. sometimes you gotta be a lil crazy in order to destress yourself(: gonna get back to LA now. bye:D

2006-08-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

ahh. it's school again after a looong weekend. (:

i predict i'll have a hard time dragging myself out of bed tomorrow. haha. and there's chinese ca2 compo tomorrow!

haha. this is so random but at least i posted something(: bye.

2006-08-10T18:32:00.000+08:00

elisa is over at my house! haha. she has been sneezing non-stop. i think she must be missing me too much or something(: its been degenerating her brains. poor girl(:

she claims that her mum reads blogs. so just in case her mum is reading this. HI AUNTIE. elisa did her work today(: hahaha. okay this is kind of lame.

oh my dad pissed me off again and my sweeeeeeeeeeeeet sister is going to buy something back for me. to cheer me up. ahha. how nice(:

alright. shall go off to do my stuffs. bye(:

2006-08-09T18:33:00.000+08:00

it's national day! and im happy cos it's a public holiday(: haha.

ah okay. on the other hand, we've got so much work to do. the teachers must be insane or something. thinking that we're robots who can work day and night without stopping. im not making any sense. so dont mind me. haha. i dont know how but i kind of wasted my whole afternoon. havent touched my homework yet. shucks.. i must stop slacking and complaining. haha.

the celebration in school yesterday was pretty. erm. fine. haha. but we discovered this huge secret abotu MININI and KENYNY. haha. im like publicising it but i dont care. bet minini will be um-chio ing when she sees this. ^^ oh and we sprayed our hair with some hairspray. all except minini who wanted to remain clean and pure for kenny. haha that was random.

OH :D i can finally strike something off my wishlist. haha. met my sister yesterday after training and we went to get my sneakers! got a nike one which was pretty plain(: and phew my mum didnt nag alot. partly cos i didnt ask her to pay for it. used my own savings so im currenly quite broke. haha. okay i got to start saving more now. my sister was really sweet yesterday with the lil lil things that she did. like really out of norm. i love her sooooo much(:

okayyyyyyyyyyyyy. got to go now. i'll try to blog soon or something. maybe. haha.

2006-08-03T20:52:00.000+08:00

sigh ): today isnt a good day for me as well as the girls. not going to list out every single event. but its just bad, bad and bad.

hopefully things will be better tomorrow.. and i hate being scolded for things i didnt do. thanks so much dad. for 'making' my day.

2006-07-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

hey im back to update my blog. it's like half dead cos im always so lazy to post something here. a quick one here or tinklebell will start ranting on and on again... haha (:

last week was pretty busy for us, had to stay up late for a couple of nights to finish up the work. the teachers gave out assignments like free. haha. at least bio is over or i'll just die. so much for vitamins. haha. thats the only bit i remembered about last week. haha.

went swimming with dearest elisa just now!! she was complaining about how much weight she gained since last year and how bad her stamina has gone. okay more of me teasing her(: but im nice enough to swim with her okay. but we got really tired after that.. i missed her soooo much lah. remember last year when we sat together. had so much fun disturbing that irritant in our class(: bet he still hates us now. haha. not forgettign the times we quarrelled. but HEY i know you still love me right?? my hot dude alex!! (: okayokay we better meet up again soon. cos i know you'll have loads to tell me. for instance how much you miss having me around.. haha :D

alright. i got to go do some work. maths test next week. im sure leeba is out to kill us. he is always so crazy with his BURNING PASSION for maths(: hahaha. okay byebye! ^^

2006-07-29T00:58:00.000+08:00

HEY. im doing bio and i think im going nuts. haha.

2006-07-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

i realise that i always blog when im stressed or when im bombarded with homework. okay so i shall try my best not to mention that HUGE PILE of work waiting for me. ready o kill every single one of my brain cells. haha!

okay we had the finals for volleyball today and we won!! didn't play the last set because i was feeling rather nervous. the rest played really well and i think v12 is going to be the champs of invigorate! sounds so exciting anyway. haha. we had floorball to. bernice, jayne and rachel played. could tell that they really wanted to win and all. but in the end the final matches were postponed again. wonder when this thing is going to end.

today isn't a really good day for me as well as the girls. but just hope that everything will remain as it is and no one will blow it up or anything. hope bernice is feelign better now!! my encouragement did work okay. so you should treat me better fm now onwards BERNICE(: haha. and just remember that we're all behind you so you shouldn't dwell on it anymore okay? haha. cheeers:D

ahs's founder's day is tomorrow by the way. not sure if i can go down to join. but i really want to go and i miss you guys alot man. haha. and yingsi! you better call me soon okay. (:

okay i think i got to go!! this is a shit-ified post anyway. ahha. byebye! (:

2006-07-14T23:16:00.000+08:00

im feeling very sleepy right now. haha probably because of the sleepless nights this week. gah. lang arts test is over! it was quite okay although i don't think im going to do well for it. but nevermind. at least i can set it aside for a LIL while(: and training yesterday was uber fun! and i really enjoyed it. haha.

hmm today. was quite a bad day actually. don't know why but nothing much happened. stayed back for awile after electives and we decided to go to parkway. hsienaldo and bonnie had to get their shoes while ben had to cut his hair. haha. it turned out to be like. MUCH NICER than beofre. i mean ben's hair. haha. no more astroboy hairstyle for him. haha. we were all feeling very hyper at that time. and made a hell lot of noise on the bus until some ah mah was staring at us. haha.

the guys were saying that they have difficulties sitting like the girls. as in one leg over another. because there is sth in between. hahaha. it was really sick. made me feel like im such an innocent little girl((: ahhaha. and they told us many more sick stories about vs. ahha. how pure.

and OH on the bus back. ben called the number that was written on the bus seat. like those vandalising stuffs. it said I AM DANIEL AND IM GAY. ahha. like gosh. and he called and pretended to be from the bus company. he actually didnt laugh and managed to speak as if he was really some person in charge la! haha. it was uber funny and that daniel was freaked out to and he asked if his parents were going to be informed. poor guy(:

alright. thats about it i thing. im lazy to reply tags but i'll reply them like TOMORROW! haha. GOODNIGHT:D

2006-07-09T11:20:00.000+08:00

YO. im feeling high now. haha although it is only 11.17 in the MORNING. going to rain soon. hopefully the rain doesnt stop cos it is such a comfortable weather(: ohwell i woke up uber early today to finish my webfolio. it looks kind of weird. BUT IT IS RAINING!!! haha this is so cool.

okay this is an uberuber random post. haha got to go. ciao.

2006-07-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

hey! im blogging like so randomly. haha.

we had volleyball and basketball interclass yesterday. and hurray! v12 won basketball and we're in the finals for volleyball. haha. me and ruth played for volleyball. but obviously we just stood there most of the time. we had loads of fun though(: and EMO kenny felt uber bad for his one man's show after the match. what a retard. haha.

next week is going to be really bad. i think im going to fail my tests or something. and we have so many assignments due next week. haha. i HAD my lang arts notes in front of me just now but nothing could get in. dang. it is uber difficult. at least for me. haha.

anyway JAYNE. if you're reading this. hope that you're feeling better already. don't be too sad okay? have have like one two three four five pairs of ears available! haha. so cheer up girl(:

aiyoo. i think i'll stop here. my posts are so boring. haha. bye!

2006-07-01T18:54:00.000+08:00

HELLO!! im finally blogging bacause i just changed my blogskin and have the urge to blog. ahha what nonsense.

anywaysss! there was ip invigorate today. was supposed to eb full day thing. but we only had captain's ball and soccer. the rest will be hmm someday i guess. haha. we got second for both. and soccer! the guys played really well. haha. hsienaldo!! haha. a spastic name given to our star player. scandalous kenny was good too. haha. so me, bernini,jayne and charmiane didnt play for anything. we went around screaming though. and i got a pretty bad sunburn!! and im happy(: haha. okay whatever.

went for lunch after that. and yadayada.

gosh we have loads of assignments and projects. and i think they're crazy! haha. alright i shall stop here. TAG ME!!

2006-06-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

HEYYY. im back. since last saturday but was too lazy to update. so just a quick one here. ahha. japan was fun!! i miss the weather there and everything. the uber ncie toiletbowls. and alot more. okay i'll blog about the details someday. not now. look at the time! my brain isn't functioning well. ahha. okay till then! (:

Cause you're everywhere to me. And when i close my eyes it's you i see.

2006-05-28T18:29:00.000+08:00

IM LEAVING IN LIKE TWO AND A HALF HOUR'S TIME! haha. okay liek i said i'll blog before leaving. haha. im kind of excited but not really looking forward to it. i'll miss my bed of course. and it is kind of sucky that we don't get to be with our friends over there. OHWELLS. haha.

okay i shall stop now. BYEBYE. miss me! i know you won't(:

2006-05-27T16:32:00.000+08:00

heyyyy. haha. i'm having a bad bad flu. must be jaynini who passed it to me. haha. anyway me, rachel, jayne, bernice, and charmaine went for band concert yesterday. rachel wore this pink dress and i dont know how. but i got her to change into another set of clothes. so all the toilets were locked except one pathetic gents. so she went in and ran out cos there was a cockroach. how nice(: haha. okay so the brave me went in to check for her and told her to go in again. haha. so she was changing and suddenly, she screamed. know what. HER HANDPHONE DROPPED INTO THE TOILET BOWL WITH SOME GUY'S URINE. haha. and she was sayign her hp was still blinking and it was sinking in. haha. luckily we had this 7-11 plastic bag and got the hp out somehow. you got to thank me rachel. that toilet bowl was uber disgusting. haha.

so the bottomline is. never go into the gents. haha. (: (okay rachel, i blogged about you already(: )

started packing the other half of my lugguge this morning. realised that there are ALOT of stuffs to bring. haha. and it was terrible cos i was sneezing away like nobody's business. haha. yeah but i finished already. gonna check through again to make sure i didnt miss anything out. ahha. it is tomorrow! so fast man. and im quite excited. haha.

okay i'll blog again tomorrow i guess. ahha. byebye blog(:

2006-05-24T20:18:00.000+08:00

hey blog. i know i havent been updating and i sound really spastic. okay im not exactly feeling very high right now. anyway i am leaving for japan this sunday. like uber fast. and we're not exactly grouped with our close friends. haha. but well my group is lame so i guess it will be fun as well(: tanned black penguins. hoho.

i have to start packing soon or i will really miss out alot of stuffs. haha. andand i have been spending tooo much. which is kinda okay. REALLY bad. haha. i shall like stop or something. haha. went to elisa's house just now to get the adaptors. and she walked me halfway home. haha. met andrea too! thanks for lending me the cap. haha. love you honey(: and we must like meet up soon okay? have loads to catch up. ha.

i know some egoistic person will be waiting for me to blog about this. OKAY ELISAX. ahah. happy birthday in advance!! and youre present willc oem like LATER. haha not liek you gave me mine on time last year(: haha. i can feel your ego swelling!

okayyyy. im bored. haha. okay i shall like go off now. byebye! (:

2006-05-12T12:42:00.000+08:00

okay this post is going to be random. let's see. it is may already. i don't think i'm used to ip life yet. everything is so weird. haha i don't know. maybe it is just me. but i'm sure i miss ahs alot. was kind of browsing through my friends' blogs. realsied they are having so much fun there despite the exams and all. the people there are really ncie and they know how you feel. and when something happens, they are sure to be there with you. and i really really miss them(: but i'm sure all of them are just getting on really well and forgot all about poline. haha. i'm just being psychotic. haha. i miss you all! if any of you happen to read this(:

okay this week was kind of screwed up. sorry girls it is me again. and rachel! okay you do see your name here. haha.s orry alright i know it was really sorry. i know it is really bad when both of us pms during the same period of time. haha. and ruth too. sorrrry. i must be influencing you by effing all the time. haha(: okay. next week is going to be better i hope.

will be leaving for japan in like a few weeks' time and i havent got all ym stuffs yet. haha. think we will all be lookign so geeky. haha. not looking forward to the trip but yeahhh. haha.

okay shall stop here. i want to go out with my ahs friends soon(:

2006-05-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

): no one is tagging! haha. what a sad thing to begin with. anyway was doign some chemistry balancing equation thing and decided to blog! haha. i thought lessons were fun today. and i finished a chinese compo in class(: oh and ss was really funny. mr yang was being lame as usual saying last saturday day was my day. cos it is polling day. haha. whatever la: D

the chem thing is driving me nuts. i had to search for every single chemical formula. and they all looked the same. haha. oh it's friday's timetabel tomorrow. sos chool will end earlier! cos we don't have electives anymore. btu there is still training(:

went out with ELISA today! haha. was so fun. she had to get some presents and all. and we got the same present for our mums. heard some girl saying i hate mother's day. haha. so funny luh. cos we all don't know what to buy. haha. i got this mini massager anyway.it is really cute(: haha. oh lis was being lame cos she wore the vjc shorts i got for her. haha. and she pretended to be from vjc and all. haha. so funny luh. and yeah missed her loads man. although she is such a great irritant cos she keeps asking for birthday presents. haha!

oh right. i shall stop here. TAG PEOPLE((: laters:D

2006-05-01T16:59:00.000+08:00

MY BLOG IS ROTTING. haha.its labour day!! just came back with my mum and i think i pissed her off. haha. i took really long to look for a pair of jeans and end up not buying any. haha. owellls. will be out to celebrate my mum and dad's birthday later. and editing the physics report bernini did last night.

last week was pretty slack and we went town to shop! and there was this really gay guy. me and rachel were looking at some stuffs which were kidna on those turning racks. so that guy was standing opposite us. we were looking and he just turned that thing. so we were pretty pissed and we turned it back. GENTLY. and guess what. he said "escuse me im lookign you are turning." so i said " okay im sorry" and he was telling us to take turns to look. which is really nonsense. so rachel said" we were lookign and you turned what." and that guy with his really GAY and UNGENTLEMENLY attitude. said" oh you turned so i turned back". we were really disgusted by him lah. so we just said sorry and we walked off. the shop owner was pretty disgusted by him too i assume. haha.

so that was a bad shopping day. except rachel me and ruth got stuffs that we wanted. yay to that. haha.

oh there was open house too!! me and bernice ended up in refreshments. we thought that it was gong to be super super bad. but well it turned out to be pretty fun. just that we kept repeating " hi do you want coffee or tea? with milk? " hahaha. sounds so spas. but yeah it was fun!! and we got to kop all those brownies. haha. super super yummy. haha. some parents approached us too. and they asked alot of questions. remind me of last year when i was still deciding whether or not to come. and i had loads of questions in my mind too. haha. but it felt great to be able to answer them(:

uh huh. and i worked yesterday! cos they need more staff. it was at the same place that i worked in last december.t hat kiddy place at downtown east. explorer kid. aha. they just renovated it and it looks really good. kind of kiddy and classy. haha. and the pay was good!! gonna work on next weekend too! haha.

okay i think thats about it. last week sounded so fun man. and i sound so spastic. haha. okay OH that anonymous tagged again. totally rubbish and rachel psycho-ed that person again. haha. alright got to go! bye! i will update soon!

2006-04-16T19:47:00.000+08:00

oh man. i just realised that i havent blogged for very very long. anyway, sports day is over. we put in so much effort for the cheerleading, stayed back till so alte and got shit from our mums. but yeah we didnt expect the results. anyway it was really good that rong and joyce were proud of our performance. at least we tried our very best.

we thought that last week was our slack week but in the end we were still bombarded with all the work. OH our sitting arrangements was change. alot of us werent very happy with it but we cant do anything about it. the teachers are all just biased against our class. whatever we do can never please them. and it is useless to even try. ohwellls. we're all very screwed.

andandand. i have alot of things to say but im like super lazy to type. helmsman week next week so i guess we will be able to relax for at least the week. haha. and we're going to the zoo! how COOOOL can that be. haha. whatever la at least we dont have lessons. (:

alrightey. i dont want to type already. haha. bye!! i will update SOON. :D

2006-04-01T14:12:00.000+08:00

happy aprils fool!! haha. they SCs tricked us yesterday during assembly. it was really funny. all the crappy announcements and the school song. haha. but its cool. even the teachers played along when we switched classes. haha.

right. i have got two more projects now and it is really madness. cos you dont know what youre doing and where youre going. like a walking zombie. its really scary cos the assignments are never ending and its so hard to find time for every single one. seems like theyre training us to be robots. and so much for 'youre being watched anytime'. like please we're not those fishes in the aquarium. give us some space. if everything we do will have to be reflected in those reports. then we might as well just sit there and be good. if thats the point.

its so tiring and im pretty stressed up. the work goes crashing down on you and all. blargh. rachel and i agree that ip students have no life. look at our tight schedules. how do we squeeze in time for ourselves. sighh. okay stop me from blabbering.

oh and i didnt get to go for musicfest yesterday cos i didnt have the tickets. wanted to crash but it seemed quite impossible. so yeah. haha the girls said they took photos with that hot dj! hahaha. and mr chad sang. well nevermind i must go next year! haha.

alrights. shall get started on my lang arts and study for chinese. see thats what i mean. yeahh. byebye(:

2006-03-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

hey. im back again. so that anonymous tagged again. haha. i have decided not to be bothered by him/her. cos people with brains will know that is nonsense. whats that all about? boobs and butt. obviously that anonymous have got nothing in his/her brains except dirty and pervertic stuffs. go on and tag what you like then (:

okay.. so this week has been really tiring. and i think i flunked my language arts. haha. didnt know what i was writing all the while and i was just stoning there for the last ten minutes or so. well ive studied for it and i cant do anything to change the marks. haha. andandand biology spa was crazy. haha. panicked cos i couldnt find my cheek cells and i had to redo it. haha. but it was really cool to look at those stuffs under the microscope (:

right and two tests next week. only studied a little bit today cos i couldnt concentrate. was either watching tv or fiddling with the pens. haha. nevermind theres still tomorrow.

yeah. thats all. shall blog again like soon! haha. bye :D

2006-03-17T21:12:00.000+08:00

hey haha im blogging again. went sentosa today cos supposedly there was a class outing. but ended up with about 10 people. deejee wasted the money on balloons and stuffs and we didnt play.

so yeah. we were just sitting there trying to get a tan. oh there was this weird guy who came to ask for sunblock when we were obviously putting tanning oil. and he and his friends kept saying byebye to us later. then we played volley with the rest and yeah. was pretty boring cos ruth didnt want to get wet. YAH and we left sentosa, took a train and went home! yay. haha. i dont know what to write anymore. :D

2006-03-16T20:10:00.000+08:00

hey. my blog is like rotting but im just too lazy to update. simply because the skin is retarded. haha (: its holidays!! just came back from malaysia on tuesday. went to the kuantan area and we stayed at a beach resort. everything was great THE BED. woah i miss that. its even better than my own bed. ahha. and the food was good as well so i think i became fatter. haha. so there goes half of the holidays.

anywayyyyy. the class is going to sentosa tomorrow! its going be fun man. haha. andandand i havent done most of my homework. so eeeeky. the terrible thing is that i slept throughout the whole afternoon. so i wasted a day again. haha. okay should get started on my ss now (:

replies to tags!
da : haha yeah. i had fun! have fun in malaysia too (:
sock : hahaha. (x
sheena : yeaps i am. haha. take care eh..
nic : hey lala. haha. shall link you soon!
cloti : hey! yeah okay. you too ey.
chenyin : no problem. just ask me if you want to find out more. haha. yeah must come okay retard!!
imran : haha!
shiling : haha i miss you too! will go back soon i guess. take care alright (:

okay there. haah. the replies are so lame. anywayyy got to go. byebye blog! ^^

2006-03-09T23:03:00.000+08:00

hey i am finally blogging. many stuffs happened and it is really suffocating. haha. but well its kinda fine now and the holidays are comign! say YAY. haha. having a pretty bad flu and i cant think properly. haha update again luh. laters (:

2006-02-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

a quick one here. the work load is getting heavier!! and im pretty stressed up. don't understand a nut about chemistry's quantum model and the funny way electrons move. i was practically vandalising my paer and the table cos i was too pissed off. by chemistry. haha. and maths!! i seriously need help man.

i hate myself for losing my temper everytime i get stucked with my subjects. and its very sucky. sorry rae rae and spastic ruthie. its a great achievement for being my friends cos they have to tolerate my nonsense. thanks darlings. :D i shall make a promise here not to pms tomorrow! (:

2006-02-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

im back! haha. decided to add an entry before i go to sleep. yeah. so yesterday was the welcome party for the band freshies!! went back to help out and i was the group leader. dont know why but we named ourselves spastic. haha. yanhao, jingyi, elizabeth, amanda, yongquan and gwenda were in my group. they were pretty shy at first but when we slowly interacted and all. i found out that they are really a fun batch of people. yeah. i had a hard time remembering their names though :D

yeah the games were super fun. and the members were very spontaneous. yanhao and yongquan took off their shirts for the weter transport game. and we all ate funny funny stuffs and got really dirty. hopefully this party helped them to bond and get to know more of their batch members. haha. then we taught the freshies our cheers and bandship dance. haha. it was really special. seeing everyone get together and do the dance. it felt really warm, just like we are one big family. miss the times i had back their. practising hard for our performances, getting oh-so-nervous during our first concert. and not to forget the silly stuffs we did and the beautiful banners we painted.

i think ahband really gave me a sense of belonging. yeah. so after everything, the sec threes and sec4s stayed back to talk. more of reflections. alot fo us cried because of some misunderstandings. and its good that we all said it out. and its very seldom that we have a batch talk like that. although i have left, i still feel that the bond among us is very strong. dont know how to say it. but yeah. i really love you guys. and the party was great! although we had many many hiccups but im sure we did our best. yups. AHband you rock!!! =D

2006-02-16T21:30:00.000+08:00

a quick post. haha. valentines was pretty fun with flowers, sweets and chocos. haha. the girls went for ice cream after that. yeah. haha. the work load is getting heavy. yeah. its nuts!! haha. okay shall stop here. bye!!

2006-02-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

blablablablablabla. haha. so much homework and im dying soon. haha. wasted the whole of today. haha. i finished half of my ss report. (: shall cont tomorrow or something. feeling so crap now. haha. you suck (:
ihateyouforbeingsuchajerk.

2006-02-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

im back. haha. i was almost late for school today lah. alighted at the bedok mrt bus stop at the normal time but when 31 came, it was really packed and i couldnt board the bus. and at that time the sky was already BRIGHT. haha. i waited and waited. was about 715 already. and i saw jonathan! i pleaded him to take a cab with me but he wanted to walk to the next bus stop which has four buses to vjc. so arg. we walked there. and 31 just shrooooom past us. haha. took 608 in the end. the lao kok kok bus. it goes ji kok ji kok. haha. and i reached school at about 735! haha. wow.

it was 3 lessons straight before the first break. so we were there starving and freezing. haha. ss presentation was kinda fun and our group sort of won. haha. OH and we used kenrick's tummy to describe density as well as distribution. haha. after break was chemistry. gosh i didnt really catch what ms chia was saying. and when we ask her questions, she just says what do you think? i suppose so. seems like it. maybee. like GOSH. haha. she just made us more confused. haha.

went home straight after school with cheryl. we took a cab lah. haha. i was pretty lazy to take a bus plus i was carrying 2 heavy books. haha. did a bit of maths but i still dont really understand. owellls. maths is so disgusting ):
where are you?my dream will always be a dream.

2006-02-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

i was just thinking, won't it be great if there is someone who knows you inside out. you won't have to say much and that person knows how you feel and knows what to say to make you feel better. and you will feel really encouraged by those simple words. ha. i just think it will be really nice (:
you're doing it to me.and i just cant letgo.

2006-02-04T21:59:00.000+08:00

hey. pretty good day today. haha. went to watch i not stupid too with rachel. and we cried alot in the cinema. and in the midst of those tears we couldnt help but say shawn lee is so shuai. haha. he is uber uber cute man.we enjoyed the show alot though. (: and i bought a bag after that. im spending too much man and my mum still doesnt know i bought that bag. bad influence from taitai rachel. haha.

right. and maths is drving me nuts. the teacher looks so dead and he doesnt really explain what is going on. haha. i seriously need help for that. the prcs are all liek so pro in maths while im there trying very hard to understand. haha. terrible! yeah but the other subjects are kind of okay. biology is really fun with that psycho psycho teacher. haha.

yupyup thats all. had fun with rachel today! thanks so much darling(:
why do i feel that im being used?you dont even know.this is hurting me alot.

2006-02-01T21:22:00.000+08:00

yay. i shall reply to tags.

tumei >alright.haha. yes i will happy dog year too (:
roti >no problem.haha.
tab >same same. loves!
gwen >happy chinese new year too. yeah when can we go back uh! tell me alright. miss ya too. have fun in tjc(:
chermain >hey! happy chinese new year too!
yingsie >alrightie. is hall go take a look. waha.
sabrina >same to you! and yeah i linked ya.
germaine >haha. its great! hope its fien for you too. haha. takecare.
wenmei > same! lovelove.
syx > LOL. okay. yo?
socksock >its okay. you can always like call me or something ey? haha. missed ya.
elisa >yes ALEX. ha. i relinked you already la.

done! haha. cross country today was well er. funny. haha. rachel and me practically walked all throughout. haha. and i had a really nice number. 777. and the girls went bowling after that. but i went home. haha was really ried and my mum wanted to bring me out. haha. yeah.

thats all lah. lessons tomorrow. ): haha.

2006-01-28T00:42:00.000+08:00

it is 12.43am now. and im still awake. haha. we had the new year concert at vj this morning. pretty nice lah. i can remember choonyong wear that hot red spegs. ahha. thats so him. oh and the dog poo-ed in the hall. we were all so amused by it. haha. after everything, i skipped the mass dance and cabbed back to ahs with josephine and debby. felt kind of funny back there. haha. yeah saw a few 2c'05 girls! missed them alot and i realised that we should like treasure the people around us yah. ha.

went out with sock, yingsi and shuhan after that to celebrate shuhan's birthday. we went to billy bombers for lunch. and i think i missed out alot of stuffs in ahs lah. ahha. after lunch, we walked around and went to orchard. it was quite freaky over there because we met alot of ahs people. haha. i think im gaining weight lah. ate so much today. haha. gosh im fat. lol.

chinese new year is this sunday? i dont know. ahah but i cant feel the festive mood. will probably be in malaysia or something. yeah end off here. (: its 12.50!

ive realised how stupid i am.

2006-01-24T21:18:00.000+08:00

blah. proper lessons started already. everything is kind of fine and no homework yet. except the maths and imagineering projects which are due like dont know when. haha. pe yesterday was so shitty. had to run 3.3km and obviously, i walked most of the route. with rachel. haha. cross country is next week after chinese new year. haha. guess last week wasnt very good for our class's girls. but yeah things are definately getting better (:

had volley training today. the girls went a little too early and ended up walking all over the school in pe attire. haha. training was super fun. coach taught us spike and setting. yeah. had to repeat the same stuffs alot of times. but i still think its fun. haha. just that my arms and legs are aching already. the coach is kind of TI KO. ha! he only trains the girls. and the volley guys have to train by themselves. poor dudes. haha.

yupyup. thats all. im going back to ahs this friday! haha. they must be sick of seeing me. haha. (:

2006-01-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

i decided to blog because i have like this high chump of feelings within me. but i have no intentions of writing it here.haha. i really love my class's girls. but it seems like something is wrong lah. well. just today. everything kind of exploded. haha.

so its still the boring talks about financial stuffs today. all so boring and i think most of us werent listening lah. the poor speaking who was only presented with this SMALL token at the end. haha. had to finish a powerpoint presentation on this project. and i think its really crazy and all. because it is like so hard to find information on cars? HA. maybe im just retarded. hope the presentation will be fine tomorrow.

yep. went for rockclimbing after school. which was like 4+.haha. we had to wear that THING. dont know what it is called. haha. looked really funny in it. so yeah laura taught me the simple basics. it was really scary when you realise that your arms cant support you anymore and youre going to fall off any moment. ahha. i had this super terrible fall. slided off the ground. ahha. and some nice senior didnt let me down. so i hanging in mid air answering their questions. haha. super funny lah. but its fun la! guess it will be really great to climb to the top. ahhaha.

okay. dont feel like blogging anymore. ha. shall stop here. hope everything will be fine again tomorrow!

2006-01-17T20:38:00.000+08:00

HEY. haha. bridging curriculum ended. and we have this super psycho biology teacher. she acts like a freak and i bet she talks about DNA to her kids every single morning. haha. so we are having the financial and literacy week now. learn about money! today's one was pretty well okay. and we have to do this project about this guy who got a pay rise and wants to buy a car or something. so we have to research on the hdb flats, cars and all the costs. ahha. its super boring lah. just the project part.

oh and the v12 girls went for volleyball trials today. at first we thought that the seniors were scary or something but they are actually quite nice.yeah. results will be out on thursday. its fun anyway. just that my arms are super sore and has patches of blueblacks now. haha.

okay off to do the funny research! ^^

2006-01-15T00:51:00.000+08:00

YAY. band concert was a great success man. everyone did their best and im sure we sounded great. although i did screw up many parts but yeah!! it so rocked la! haha. im going to miss AHband alot. the times we had together. practising for concert and all. yeah all so nice. yupyup. AHBAND ROCKS. and yeah thanks for the chocos and flowers! though i did asked for them HA. sorry for my bhbness but well. this is the last time im performing. haha. yay.

okay thats all. everything rocked. this is going to be the best day ever. loves to everyone! (:

2006-01-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

YO. ha. im bored and i realised that i should not leave my blog rotting here. haha. orientation is over. ): sea regatta was great la even the being dunked parts. haha! okay. so its bridging curriculum now. freaking borign. i dont know what the hell the ss teacher was talking about. ahha. but yeah not formal lessons yet. till the fourth week.

went for trials today. didnt get in. yeah and i went for band prac too. felt so inferior as compared to the other players. wel c'mon im after all i sec3. ha. but yeah i will make my desicion by the end of this month. thanks so much to rachel for talkign to me. and yes i feel much better. and im so glad you saw AHA. ^^ thanks to ben too!

yeps. thats all!

2006-01-07T22:37:00.000+08:00

sock tagged me ages ago. so yeah im doing it now. (:

TAG: YOUR IDEAL PARTNER
1. State whether your partner is a male or female.
2. Write down your 8 requirements of your ideal partner.
3. Tag 8 other people and notify them that they're tagged.
________________________

male. duh-uh.

# taller than me. ((:
# knows what to say at the right time.
# must not be gay.
# must not cry easily or have serious moodswings.
# must know how to cheer me up.
# be full of suprises.
# oh-kay looking. haha.
# have reeally nice shoulders and hands. HA.

tadaa. a kind soul like poline wont tag people. ^^

2006-01-07T17:06:00.000+08:00

im going to blog abut yesterday's orientation! its so fun man. so there was assembly and all early in the morning. the girls took a super long time to tie our ties. haha. okay then we had briefing and all. and the games started. played station games first. but we didnt manage to complete all the stations due to time constrain and all. yeah but darius started pouring water on us. but he got all wet in the end. haha. poor ogl.

after lunch we had treasure hunt. quite fun too la. but i thought that the station games were better. it ended around 6+ and our team mass cabbed to suntec. haha. it started to rain and all. so icis did our boomboom cheer and it stopped la. haha. but soon it started raining again and got really heavy. most of us were wet by that time already. so we had to go into the mall and wait for the rain to stop. when everyone was down, they told us that the rain stopped. SO we went up only to find that it started raining again. haha. we did all the cheers again la. super high. and we started mass dance.

most of us werent following la because we forgot all the steps already. ahha. and evryone started to run around the fountain of wealth. like a train or something. and did vjc cheers. was really high la. we did hi5 s as we were running and all. haha. oh and towards the end. we started to go down into the fountain. splashed water and all. i think everyone was wet la. but we were enjoying every minute of it. haha. super super fun. the public was staring at us and all but we didnt care. haha. we just wanted to have fun. yeah.

really looking forward to monday's sea regatta. its going to be at east coast. haha. YAY im having so much fun!! ^^

2006-01-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

im so tiredddd. but the orientation is really fun! we had alot of nice nice vj cheers and all. screamed alot today and i think alot lost their voice or something. we practically went crazy just to earn those points. haha. i miss ahs alot though. yeah might be going back tomorrow. i think. and i need to pass those tickets to my friends! haha. must buy from me okay or i will never finish selling. haha.

oh we had the cca walkabout today. rachel and me went around signing up for ALOT of ccas. i signed up for band, netball, fencing, rockclimbing and CT. yeah. but rachel signed up for lots more. even those funny ones. ahha. oh and there was these fake ccas around. so they tricked us into joining. and called some of our names up during orientation to do funny stuffs. i was tricked la but luckily they didnt call me. haha. and its like the vj tradition. tricking the year ones. haha.

there might be water games tomorrow^^ so fun. im really enjoying myself. but it will be much much much better if my ahs darlings are around (: yeap. thats all. have fun studying!! ^^

2006-01-02T20:59:00.000+08:00

YO! haha. i just finished watching campus superstar. and i think geraldine is cooool. super shuai. HA. well she is. okay school is reopening! it will be orientation for the whole week. bet it will be fun. yeaps. but its still different without 2c. i'll miss them alot. yeah.

yeps. takecare people!!

2005-12-30T23:34:00.000+08:00

hey!! haha. im quite hyper now. the ip orientation for the past 2 days was fun! im lazy to type the details and all. but we bonded alot. the classmates and all. and the girls made the guys carry their stuffs. haha. it was reeeeeally reeeeeally fun. but i guess the main orientation will be more fun. haha. and i love my classmates. (:

went back to ahs after the orientation. but by the time i reached, their prac was ending already. lol. oh im promoting the concert again! please support AHband!! like come for our concert. and yay! ahha.

right. i have nothing to blog about anymore. ^^

2005-12-29T00:40:00.000+08:00

im back to blog!! haha. left my blog to rot for like a week. okay anyway. a summary of this week. had band chalet. it was great and i had fun bonding with everyone. especially the sec2s, which is bad! because it makes miss them more when im gone. ): wels. and christmas is over already. haha. i worked on that day. was fine with it because i had extra pay on that day! haha. so thats about it i guess. nothing much.

oh went shopping today. wanted to buy clothes for new year. haha. but didnt manage to get any. bought my myuk wallet and a tote instead. with my own money! great satisfaction. ahha. the wallet was the last piece. but i wanted it quite badly so i took the display set. but luckily it wasnt spoiled or dirty. ahha. poor yingsie didnt manage to get her school bag. haha.

alright. concert is really nearing. and i havent finish selling my ticks! haha. i forgot who are those who have confirmed with me. ahah. wellls. once again, its on 14jan. a saturday night!! it will be awesome!! haha. okay lah. just come man. (:

there's ip orientation tomorrow! ahha. quite excited about it. hope it will be fun and all. (: yeps. thats all. enjoy the rest of the holiday people!! ^^

2005-12-20T00:09:00.000+08:00

oman. im beggining to worry. i havent read the books for bridging curriculum. more of cant fidn the books. and i know nuts about what is going to happen. this is shit. im not looking forward to school ):

2005-12-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

i have totally no mood to blg. but i want to blog. whatever. i dont know what is wrong with my mum. she is getting so paranoid. what for torture yourself. she gives me the very stressed look. and please. i cant stand it man. this is shit.

anyway. worked this morning. for the bowling activity for the kids. the first class was super noisy lah. 4-6 years old. but at least they didnt call me aunty. ha. yeah and there was this boy, lucas, and his brother and cousins just cant stop bullying and teasing him. so he kept running to me during the game and told me the stuffs they did to them. and they actually pushed him tot he ground. mean brothers. and when they were leaving. lucas came up to me and asked me if i stil remembered his name. so cute ey. innocent kids. haha. and ya! there was this very cute boy. he had the perfect features and all. guess he will be like so shuai next time. haha. and i took a picture of him! haha. such a cutiee.

just came back from the vj concert. ha. the skit was very funny. with junlong as the gay boy and andrew the santa. haha. jingyi was so cute too. ha. and we were all going crazy over the drummer. haha. very cool.

well that is all. i shall stop here. bye! and yes, im still irritated by my mum.

2005-12-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

i was being such a good girl and i didnt use the computer for the past few days. haha. so there was band today. mrs chua conducted instead and we played the more left-untouched pieces. was okay lah. need alot of prac tho. haha. there's my shift tomorrow. just the thought of those irritating parents turns me off. i think the peple nowadays are getting so cheapskate. they sign up just for the freaking snowwhite tickets. and some kids came up to me and asked for the FREE magazine. haha. fine no link. me and my colleagues were so demoralised when we were called auntie by the kids. and some worse, the parents. like PLEASE. haha. but we got used to it already la. haha

andand. my dad gave me 200bucks! oohlala. i forced him to because he won the 4d or something. but anyway its money! lol. and im getting my pay this wed. haha. what a money-ful week. bla. haha.

alright ihave got nothing much to blog about already. bye!

2005-12-08T22:16:00.001+08:00

im so freaking pissed off. what is wrong with my mum and my sister. why must they make things seem so complicated! from the way they say it. it seems like going online is visiting porn. what the hell. i just hate the way they do things.

SHUT UP LAH.

2005-12-08T22:16:00.000+08:00

2005-12-06T22:11:00.000+08:00

woo! haha. i had a beautiful dream last night. so nice that i wished i didnt have to wake up. ahah.okay crap. but it was really a nice one. ha. nah not porn. lol. okay wel. so i woke up pretty late today. like 1035.ha. and rushed my brunch and got ready for work. it was super sian. saw alot of ahs people. haha. and i got scolded by this ladaye. helped her settle the forms and we went to the counter to pay. so it was one card, two ticks. but i told the counter that it was two cards. i dont know why either. ahaha. so after the person swiped the credit card, i realised that it was all wrong. blabla. and they started scolding. haha. more of fierce nagging lah. whatever. haha.

butbutbut. there was this uber hot angmoh guy. ahah. and he smiles at me when he walked past the booth. ohgosh, aha. im not fa-ing hua chi alright. haha. okay i shall stop.

band tomorrow and i must go. haha. pretty boring though. haha. wel stop here. laters.